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Date:2007-01-30 17:14
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: depressed

Yeah so, not such a good day today. Got some bad news earlier. My dads cancer spread to his brain. The only good news from it we have gotten, is that its small enough to where they can treat it. But still, not good news. He is a fighter though, and I am proud of him to this point. I know that he is gonna give it all he has. He is a brave guy, and I can not do anything but respect that. We all have confidence in him, and we know he will be strong.

I am hoping to start school soon. I had a weird thought about maybe trying to be a teacher. Either that, I want to go into law enforcement. Just a small tidbit on my future "hopings".

Not sure what else to write. I got a job at Haven Health Center. Which is pretty neat. Not a bad job.

Oh yeah, and everyone go check out these bands:

Divided by Zero
Indorphine
Absolution Project
Never Better
Three Years Hollow
Setiva
40 Oz

Okay, well, thats about all I can think of right now. I am pretty sure their is more, but I can't think right now. Okay, well, I'll talk to everybody soon as I have something interesting to talk about. Later.

~Rich

(But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2007-01-08 11:55
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: tired

So, again its been like a couple weeks since I have updated. Yet, so much has happened in that span of time. Me and Ashley are broken up. I am just in a weird place in my mind right now and she understood that which I am so thankful for. We still spent New Year's together and we hang out every time we can. So, we are staying friendly which I am also thankful for. I couldn't see totally losing her from my life. She has been such a huge part of my life for so long.

I've been writing like crazy lately. Obviously, I have a lot of things to get out onto paper, so, they are coming out pretty good. Some are songs that truly express how I feel, and others express how I feel multiplied by a billion. And some a brutal and some are soft. Altogether though, they are some of the best I wrote I feel.

And, in a bit of great news, the Patriots won yesterday 37-16 to advance to the Divisional round of the Playoffs. They are going against the San Diego Chargers, who is considered the best team in the league. Well, I think the Pats will give them something to cry about. lol.

Anyway, thats about it. But, some of you guys need to give me a call. I'll talk to you all later.

~Rich

(1 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2006-12-26 20:35
Subject:yeah..
Security:Public
Mood: bored

So, yeah, I pretty much feel like ass right now. I had some stuff to do today, but it didn't happen. The only thing I did all day, was go to my barber to find it was closed and then to my aunts just to come home like less than an hour later. Other than that, sat around ALL day. I went for a very short walk earlier today. Just went and hung out ot the tressel for a bit. I don't even know exactly why I went there, I don't know. Oh well. Again, basically no one will read this due to Myspace being the fucking place to be now. lol. So, its all good. Whoever this is though, stick around. Never know what may happen in the coming weeks. I might actually have something to say.

(But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2006-12-19 12:12
Subject:Hey everyone
Security:Public

Just dropping by to say hello. Haven't left an entry in a long time. So, Christmas is next week and I have no f'n job. I left Wal-mart because they don't know how to treat their employees. Yeah, so I was pretty pissed about that. I probably should have tried to hold on just until the end of the holidays. WHOOPS! Oh well, I'll have to give things late whenever I can get another job. My dad is in the hospital again, but hes actually coming home today. So thats pretty cool. He should be okay. I hope so anyway. Yeha its funny, I'm typing this and like no one will ever read it because myspace is the place to be now. HAHAHAH. Ohhhhh I'm stupid. Anyway, talk to everyone later. Maybe I'll write more if I get the chance.

(But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2006-03-06 11:45
Subject:Another far off update...
Security:Public
Mood: okay

Okay, so everything has been kind of up and down. My dad had to go to the hospital for extreme pneumonia recently. I felt wicked bad, but he would have been way better off if he had gone when he should have. Instead, he was stubborn and nearly died. School is going decent, I think I am doing better this quarter in 95 percent of my classes. I think I am doing bad in Lit and Film. Only because I missed 2 classes and we did a shit load in those 2 classes. I miss talking to everyone! Why don't you guys write me or something? JEEZ! lol, just kidding.

Me and Ash are doing great. She got her car and since then we see each other as much as we can. With her working and we working though, it isn't too much. But we are working out all the kinks. I am supposed to be getting my internet back on soon, we ordered the package back like over a month ago, but nothing yet. We have to wait for the "offices" to open they said. Oh well, I get it when I get it. Well, I'm going to get back to work. I'll talk to you guys when I can. Later...

~Rich~

I Love AShley Ferrucci Always and Forever!

(3 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-12-23 11:50
Subject:HOLY HELL ITS BEEN A WHILE!
Security:Public
Mood: drained

Hello everyone. Live from the library, and there is no musical updates. Therefore, I am dedicating my last few minutes to a fabulous new entry for my journal I never use anymore. Lots has happened during my absense, but I won't go over that much since I don't have much time. I will go over a few things though. I work at Silver Lake Pizza now, making pizzas and such. Its a great job, the people are really cool as long as you stay on there good side. Christmas is here, and I got a 25 dollar gift card from Kert and Christina *thanks guys*, and a Gamecube from my aunt. I also got the new HIM CD from my cousin and it is amazing, good investment for people to buy that.

Me and Ash are doing great, I can't wait to give her her gifts tomorrow, I am kind of worried that she won't like the stuff that much, but hopefully she will. She is really eager to give me mine I've noticed, so she has intrigued me to wanting to know real bad. So I can't wait. I love her so much, its like my feelings never shance I know and I'm sorry but I can't leave an entry without saying how I feel for her. I'm going to get some gifts next week for a few people because I couldn't afford it this week. *Sorry guys, have patience*.

Okay, well, next study I'll update again, I promise. But I am gonna go right now. I'll talk to you all later. Peace out home skillets. Fo shizzle!

~Rich~

(2 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-09-02 16:04
Subject:New song number #1.... Reconsider
Security:Public
Mood: creative

Reconsider

verse 1
--------
Do you remember when I fell to my knees,
I begged for a chance to make everything up to you
I cried for a reason to hate myself,
but the tears were invisible
Can you remember when I gripped the hammer,
and nailed walls together when I built this house for you
I broke my bones to make you happy,
and I broke my soul to make you pleased

chorus
-------
Do I give anything,
do I give everything I can
Do I want you to see,
everything I can
Would I give anything,
would I give everything I could
Just to help you see,
what I've seen all along

verse 2
--------
Would you even know if I was wrong,
would you even care if I were gone?
Did you even accept the flowers I gave,
and the box that I had sent to you
I could give up now and lose you forever,
but I don't see that in my cards
I could see you through the walls I live in,
but still I see no heart

chorus (2x)
-----------
Do I give anything,
do I give everything I can
Do I want you to see,
everything I can
Would I give anything,
would I give everything I could,
just to help you see,
what I've seen all along

bridge
-------
I still can't see what I did,
that made you hate me so damn much
I can't figure it out but I still want,
to change that to the touch
Hold me close so I can keep you warm,
and out of the cold winter storm
I'll make it all up to you,
just tell me what it is that you want from me

chorus (4x)
------------
Do I give anything,
do I give everything I can
Do I want you to see,
everything I can
Would I give anything,
would I give everything I could,
just to help you see,
what I've seen all along

By: Rich Avery
September 2, 2005

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always and Forever!!
*March 22*

(2 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-08-28 22:16
Subject:Holy shit, Rich is updating!!!
Security:Public
Mood:tired, but I'm alright

Okay, summer has been pretty cool shit. Lots of stuff to tell, not so much space for the words. Well, I;m sure there is, but I'm too lazy to type that much. But, I will write some.

1. The Wedding: My sister got married July 4th. It was a great ceremony. Ash came with me as my guest. She looked amazing. Very good day.

2. Six Flags: The day after the wedding, me, Ash, her sister, and her friend Jen went to Six Flags. It was wicked cool. We said we'd try to go bac before summer was over. We couldn't, but it was great. We went in the waterpark and hug there and then went to the normal park. It was very fun. The Flashback is amazing!

3. Pool: I went in Ash's pool a lot more than I did last year. It was a lot of fun to go and swim with her. I loved it.

4. Driving: I got to drive a good amount this summer. I got my license on July 27th. I made the mistake of talking to the guy. So he took some points out, but at the end, he told me I was a very good driver. So yeah, cool shit.

5. Hot summer nights: Uhh, self explanatory. It got fucking hot some days!

6. I bought the new Staind Cd for Ash for her b-day a week early. It is great. Any fan, buy it PRONTO.

7. Ash got her tattoo for her b-day from my folks. She loves it, I love it. Can't go wrong, eh?

8. Ash helped me get Burnout 3 this weekend. That game owns! I can't stop playing it. And there is a SHIT load to do in it. Longest game I have ever owned.

9. I just got Disturbed's new album a month in advance. It is KICK ASS! I am buying it on the release.

10. I want the new Taproot CD.

11. I want the new Dane Cook.

12. I want Batman Begins when it comes out on DVD.

13. I want the sequl to come out NOW.

14. Stop: And listen to Allele, Burn Season, Makeshift Romeo, FIVE.BOLT.MAIN, Black Market Hero, No Address. As me for more.

15. I think thats about all I got right now.

16. Oh yeah, went to see 40 Year Old Virgin and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

17. I love her more than life itself. And beyond that. And then beyond that... and so on.


Well, thats all I got folks. School is coming in a few days. So I will see some of you guys around. SENIOR YEAR!!! Even though I should be out already... lol. Later!

~Rich~

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!
*March 22*

(1 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-08-15 13:00
Subject:To Ashley....
Security:Public
Mood:Missing Her

Close Your Eyes

Just close your eyes,
and you will see
That I am there,
you don't have to wait for me
Just close your eyes,
so tight and with care
I will always love you,
and you should no its true
My entire life,
I've been waiting here for you
Living and hoping,
it was never enough
But the you fell into my arms,
and I looked in your face
And saw the one thing that made this,
all worth it in the end
Cause I love you,
I love you more than anything
Its no longer a question,
its no longer an observation
We are together and forever,
we will be extended to each other
Just close your eyes,
and you will see me
You know I am there now,
no longer a hopeful belief
I am there,
so close your eyes with care
Then open them up,
I am right in front of you
This is real,
its no longer a dream
Just give me a kiss now,
your lips locked onto mine
Kiss me so tenderly,
as I do ot you each time
Just close your eyes now,
and you'll see the light
Just close your eyes,
and I'll be there
So nimble your heart now,
so believe me please
I love you forever,
and forever I'll see
That you are my only,
and my baby I see

As I close my eyes,
and I see you there
My heart cries out in happiness,
and I open my eyes to you
You're everything to me,
as I hoped I was for you
You have made my life complete now,
when you accepted my love
I can't stop loving you,
unless my heart wants to stop
Because I love you now,
as I have for so long
And I will add to that forever,
cause forever doesn't seem at all wrong
I'll close my eyes,
because I always know your there
And we are dancing in harmony,
and extending our care
My vow to you is no different,
then it was once before
I will always love you,
no matter what has come and gone
So I ask you to close your eyes,
and please see me on the edge
Thats where I will be forever,
risking life and limb for you
And I have to say this,
and what it is to me
The happiest I can be,
is with you in my arms
Cause I love you forever,
and forever is only a day away

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!
*March 22*

(2 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-08-14 22:31
Subject:Something in the pills....
Security:Public
Mood: tired

Pills

chorus
----------
I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before

verse 1
-----------
I seem to have forgotten,
the lasting appeal of the almighty gods
A feeling thats leaving me dirty,
another escape planned to stop this from burning me
Under the skin,
forced from within,
I cannot win
Not only because of my deadly sins,
but because I am always fucked up from the visions
The pills I take to set me free,
are only there to help me see

prechorus
----------------
How fucked up I really am,
how insanely imperfect I constantly stand
I cannot believe in this horror,
but its so plainly able to be seen

chorus
----------
I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before

Bite the bullet,
taste the blood
Tortured spirit,
left dissolved
Cross my fingers,
hope to die
Lasting pressure,
bleeding eyes

verse 2
-----------
I wasn't built to be honest to you,
I fucked up again and again I wasn't true
For this I must pay for the shit I have caused,
no fast forward or rewind,
stop or a pause
Nothing to change myself only but me,
but what can I do when I'm left here deceived
I'm giving myself no reason,
to think that I'm not any different than

prechorus
----------------
How fucked up I really am,
how insanely imperfect I constantly stand
I cannot believe in this horror,
but its so plainly able to be seen

chorus
----------
I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before

Bite the bullet,
taste the blood
Tortured spirit,
left dissolved
Cross my fingers,
hope to die
Lasting pressure,
bleeding eyes

bridge
---------
I must be so hated,
so mistrusted,
so unbelievably dementedly plated
As someone who cannot control his own fears,
locked inside his eyes filled with these tears
And all of these years play back in his mind,
hes trying and trying
He cannot escapse,
he feels as though his head is bound to explode
Again and again!

chorus
----------
I'm singled out,
locked away
In everything I do,
in every word I say
I've dug myself,
a deeper hole
Than anytime before,
then any one before

Bite the bullet,
taste the blood
Tortured spirit,
left dissolved
Cross my fingers,
hope to die
Lasting pressure,
bleeding eyes


(c)August 2005 - Rich Avery

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!!
*March 22*

(2 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-08-04 15:40
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood:F'N BORED

I miss Ashley damnit.

I need to do something today.

I want to go swimming.

I want to not be so bored.

Damn, does it seem like I'm whining or what?

~Rich~

(2 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-08-04 15:34
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: bored

I'm in love.

And I am involved in a crazy plot to be a strange psycho ant slayer.

Pesky ants.

~Rich~

(1 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-07-16 12:39
Subject:New Song...
Security:Public
Mood: lonely

So, I messed up this morning with Ashley. I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean it. But I know you understand that I was mad for a reason. I hate having to wait even longer to see you. I am dying slowly each day. I love you too much to have to kill myself not seeing you.

Well, anyway, I wrote a new song today. It doesn't at all reflect that situation, but a few lines in it came to my head. And the title is from mistakes I have made. I like to write fictitious songs that are loosely based on some feelings either have or have had. So here it is, Mistakes.

Mistakes

verse 1
-----------
I've lost it all again,
and though I've tried I have failed so miserably
I'm on my knees begging,
for one more chance to make things happen

prechorus
---------------
Somehow I fell flat on my face,
I am a pathetic masochist
I am a disgrace to all,
can I get back up,
can I leave this place

chorus
----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me

verse 2
-----------
Do you know forgiveness,
you should try holding ever so dearly
I've fallen down again,
this is mearly a chance to give up

prechorus
--------------
Somehow I feel flat on my face,
I am just a foolish pessimist
I am disillusion,
a fucking disgrace,
but can I back it all up,
can I just leave this place

chorus
-----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me

bridge
---------
I forgot to tell you,
that this love has not changed
But I have,
and I will constantly
Never know what I'm in for
But this,
is killing me,
it's killing me again

chorus
----------
Another time,
another place
It's a given to break,
but not by my own mistakes
Another chance,
another try is uncared for
It's an illusion I say,
but my mistakes are killing me

I think its alright, isn't my best. But I like it anyway. I'm in the middle of writing another one too. So, hopefully that one feels more right to me. This one is okay however.

~Rich~

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always and Forever!
*March 22*

(3 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-07-13 18:16
Subject:I am BORED
Security:Public
Mood: artistic

I have hit a new pinnacle for boredom. I am fucking BORED. I am sitting here listening to music like a mo' fo', and writing some new tunes. Its been a while since I've written a new song. Its called "We Are War". Its about the feelings and darkness that can be reality, which unsurprisingly enough is war itself. Its dark, and it will be a heavy ass tune. I cannot wait to get this shit together. It will be amazing. Here are the lyrics...

We Are War
July 13, 2005

verse 1
-----------
I scream out loud for a reason,
an empty feeling so fucking desirable
I reach my hand out for a meaning,
a force left healing but its only defiable
Not a goddamn thing is sacred,
and I sure as hell would know
Because I have fucked up in my lifetime,
I've been battered in the meantime,
And since no ones fucking listening,
I guess I'll just go home

prechorus
---------------
When the facts come out and slap you,
right across the face
Then its time for a better judgement,
its just time for a better place
And when war has struck upon us,
and life has ceased to be
Then the fuck if I know what to do,
this is only me

verse 2
----------
I look into the sky,
and I see the fate,
the face left erased
A light shines near,
a constant storm,
blissful patience with a constant core
No one can see it,
no one can dream it
No one can sense it,
coming out the door
Testing your instincts,
establishing a cause
Forget all your intentions,
just bound up the gauze
Pain left to crush you,
and pity you down deep
You can't get no attention,
nevermind the sleep
Precious is a precious fact,
and no one seems to get that
But one day they will,
when it takes their last gasping breath

prechorus
---------------
When the facts come out and slap you,
right across the face
Then its time for a better judgement,
its just time for a better place
And when war has struck upon us,
and life has ceased to be
Then the fuck if I know what to do,
this is only me

verse 3
----------
I pushed and pushed to realize,
that things will never be the same again
I reach out for a reason,
I was trying to get away but then
Everyone became a victim,
of war or of theirselves
At that moment everything collides,
and eyes are wide to see
That everything IS sacred,
everything is needed
And then the heart begins to pound,
and the ground becomes loose
The foot of Uncle Sam stomps down,
and the soldiers begin to weep

repeat of verse 1
------------------------
So I scream out loud for a reason,
an empty feeling so fucking desirable
I reach my hand out for a meaning,
a force left healing but its only defiable
Not a goddamn thing is sacred,
and I sure as hell would know
Because I have fucked up in my lifetime,
I've been battered in the meantime,
And since no ones fucking listening,
I guess I'll just go home

When the facts come out and slap you,
right across the face
Then its time for a better judgement,
its just time for a better place
And when war has struck upon us,
and life has ceased to be
Then the fuck if I know what to do,
this is only me

chorus (x4)
---------------
We,
we are war
And we,
are the reason for
Death,
and disorder
We are war,
and we are far from truth

ending
----------
As much as we try,
we may never know
Forever is just a day away,
why should we waste anymore time
We are war,
we seem to breathe war,
we just don't need it....


I just got off the phone with Tim. We discussed the band and where its headed. We are both musically and emotionally depressed as far as the band goes. We want to get going and we want to find the right person for the drummer role. Our hearts are set on making this happen, which is enough for me to believe in us. What I like most about Tim is that he has that feel, he has that ambition to go where I want to go. He shares the same dreams as I do. We ARE going to get this working, it is inevitable. I honestly don't believe anyone has the passion and drive that we possess for music right now. I feel like this is what I am meant to do for the rest of my life. Make music, and make people connect with music the may not have imagined themselves connecting with normally. Give us some luck, and help us succeed our dreams.

By the way, if anyone wants to hang out tomorrow, that being Thursday, give me a call or something. I am tired of being wicked bored... lol. Rock on!

~Rich~

I Love Ashlwy Ferrucci Always & Forever!
...AND I FUCKING MISS HER LIKE HELL!!
*March 22*

(2 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-07-11 18:45
Subject:Been a while again...
Security:Public
Mood: bored

I keep forgetting to update this stupid thing. I had a great week last week. Six Flags, my sister's wedding. And none of it was as good as the fact I was with Ashley the whole time. That was the best part. I love her more than anything. I wish I could give her more, one day I will. But I have my love for her, and she has her love for me. So that makes everything possible for me. And now, shes gone for a week to do Drivers ED and I'm going crazy not hearing from her.

So, the band is on a hiatus for some reason. Its bee nearly two weeks and I've been calling, but I'm not getting any answers. I am leaving messages too, SOMEONE JUST ANSWER. It'll most likely look up soon. Lets hope.

Football season is coming up quickly, which is cool. I am so eager to see my Patriots kick some more ass. I'm pretty pumped. I will also watch the Cowboys and the Raiders. And I might watch the 49ers as well. I guess we'll see when the season gets here in August.

Alright, well, I'm gonna take off. I will talk to everyone later.

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!!
*March 22, 2004*

(1 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-07-01 00:55
Subject:Been a long time!
Security:Public
Mood: tired

Okay, s as of right now, it is officially July. The whole band thing is going okay. I'm kind of looking down on it because its a slow process. But when we get together, we do get to business and thats good. We have a few awesome ideas that are coming out terrific. We'll see how all that goes. Hopefully, we can get a drummer to get in on practices at least once a week. Corey is gonna jam with us on Sunday, hopefully that goes well.

Ash and I have been doing great. We are doing a lot of things this summer. We so far have already went swimming, went to the beach house, went to see Batman Begins, walked around Prov Place Mall, and hung out at my house and her house. This coming week, we have my sister's wedding and Six Flags. Not to mention that soon we are also going to Camp Westwood and shit. This summer is gonna be great for us. We need it. We always see each other, but we rarely go out. We are gonna change that.

I gotta hang out with Sean sometime soon. Sean, give me a call sometime we gotta set something up. Damnit!

Okay, I think I'm gonna go now. I'll talk to you all later.

~Rich~

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!
*March 22, 2004*

(3 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-06-29 14:38
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: hot

Smokey, you are still missed...Collapse )

(1 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-05-21 15:41
Subject:A lot to report...
Security:Public
Mood: content

Well, been a little busy to update. But I will fill you all in. I didn't get the job at Hyde Music, no position available. Now, even though I am kind down about that, I do realize you aren't gonna always get everything you want. I do, however, have some good news. The band has a complete line up now. It is as follows:

Rich - Vocals
Mike - Bass
Tim - Lead Guitar
Roy - Rythem Guitar
Tyler - Drums

So now, you guys all have to look out for us, cause we are coming soon. Me and Ashley are doing fantastic as well. Tomorrow will be a year and two months for us. I find it very exciting because she is showing me new things about life everyday. I love her so much.

Other than that, school is going well. I might graduate this year, if I can get a full credit for the CIM I did. If not, I have to come back next year for ONE credit. Which would blow having a full schedule for one class. Anyway, I'm gonna get going. I'll talk to you al later. Rock on!



~Rich~

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!
*March 22*

(2 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-05-07 09:30
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: bored

I am fucking bored. I don't believe I have gone this long without talking to Ash since her Virginia trip. And I am going nuts. Shes coming here today with Brandi cause Brandi is getting her tattoo. So, hopefully we can all hang out for a short amount if not a good long time even. I just want to be with her cause I miss her like so much right now. I want her here right now, but I don't know Brandi's number. Oh well, I will have to be patient.

So I am listening to Disturbed. I had to get it for someone in my class, so I am listening to it before I burn it to make sure all the songs are okay. I love this CD! Its The Sickness, their first CD. I forgot how good this CD was truthfully.

Okay, so I am gonna try and get ahold of the band members today and see if we can get something put together today. I am actually quite excited. I hope we can all stay together. Can everyone say SWEET AS HELL!?! Finally, a band. Yee ha!

Ok, I'm gonna take off. Oh by the way, any guy that wants on be on my team for this game me and Ashley are putting together, let me know. Its her team against mine. So yeah, get ahold of me and tell me.

Okay, talk to you all later. Rock on!

~Rich~

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!
*March 22*

(1 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)





Date:2005-05-05 08:09
Subject:Sorry for lack of updates...
Security:Public
Mood: creative

I haven't updated in a couple of weeks. I just have been pretty bust finishing up my CIM and hanging out with Ashley. I might have a job at Hyde Music on Tiogue Ave. I have also been keeping up on my music. I've bee writing some lyrics here and there. Nothing to fuss about. I met this woman the other day who was the sister of the owner of Trustkill Records. She said she'd try and get me some free shit and that I should keep up with my ambition to succeed and to just keep writing. Me, of course, being the person I am, told her of course I would and thanked her for her sincerity in liking my music. I'm glad people like what I write. I love when people say I'm talented. It makes me feel really great. I just write what comes to mind, my soul. I write feelings I have had and feelings I do have too. I am a poet, I write what I feel and what is real.

I hope you all are giving the new Limp Bizkit album a chance, if not, do it. Their best material to date since Three Dollar Bill Yall$. Check it out, whether you are a die hard fan or you didn't like their last album. They rebound here, trust me.

I have been finding some cool bands. I'll post a few links for you guys to check out some bands. Here are a few for now:

www.myspace.com/ashesfromashes
www.myspace.com/shenoah
www.myspace.com/triggerpoint
www.myspace.com/rikets
www.myspace.com/burningvegas
www.myspace.com/burnseason
www.garageband.com/solidstatelogic

So, hopefully you guys can check those out and enjoy.

So, tomorrow there is no school. I'm pretty happy about that. I'm gonna hang out with Ash until like after 5. I'm not sure if I have my interview tonight or tomorrow. I'm not positive yet. Ash is gonna go hang out with Brandi, and I'm happy about that. I like when she does stuff. I love her, I always have a great time with her. She always knows how to make my day. She is the aboslute greatest person I have ever met.

Okay, well, I'm off. I'm gonna get some schoolwork done. Got a party this afternoon for graduating the smoking class here. Later everybody. Rock on!

~Rich~

I Love Ashley Ferrucci Always & Forever!
*March 22*

(1 People Kicked Me In The Head, But Hey, They Like Me!)




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